For my sister…

Little sister,

Opportunities will come and go and people will smile in your face like nothing is wrong, when everything is wrong.

Life has roses and rainbow, but it also has storms and potholes.

Anything worth having is worth working for. Because if it comes too easy you won’t appreciate it.

Everytime I get knocked down it only makes my drive, my motivation stronger.

The wolves are out there…and that’s any and everybody that does not have your best interest at heart = selfish!

There are times you will have to go without. There are times you will have to be by yourself. If you can handle these times, which are nothing but tests/trials that make you stronger… when your blessing comes you will be ready.

But you have to have 5 things:
1. Honesty
Be honest with yourself. Are you really ready for the opportunity 100%? If so than ok. But still think. Is there any other way I can grow to prepare myself for what I hope and desire?

2. Responsibility
Are you truly ready to handle the level of responsibility the blessing requires? To whom much is given much is required. More money more problems type thing.

3. Respect
Kinda similar to responsibility… will you respect the blessing? Will you abuse it? Do you do things just because you can? Sometimes the respect it lack there of, of a thing can lead to it’s destruction or prosperity.

4. Caring
Are you up to the challenge? Did you honestly consider if this is the right thing for you? Is this the right time?

5. Faith
You can have anything your heart desires as long as its in the will of God. He will never lead you in the wrong direction.
Be patient and know that you will win, prosper, and receive all that you desire… in due time.

Love Big Sister

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My #nailart #arttherapy

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" At the post office the clerk noticed I was mailing my CDs and she was like, “is this you? Isn’t this precious” and she prayed for me right there on the spot. Asking God to bless me and remember my humble beginnings! So it’s already in the works. That’s what this whole transition at this point is about. Truly understanding what humility is! "

What I’m thinking

My music is simply based on a true story. Simply put based on me.

I write from my heart.

It’s like an outcry of what’s been locked inside.
Sometimes it’s like a groan because I just can’t express “it” the same way with just plain speech.

When I write…
When I begin the process of creating its like I’m purging myself… because there’s an overflow.

It sometimes is painful however exciting at the same time to relive those experiences in life that hurt.
Painful because all the terrible feelings come back.
Excited because I’m amazed that something so great can come from such a negative experience.

Something bittersweet how when we, when I go through life, some days are awesome, sometimes the people you meet are great and then everything comes crashing down and for a moment all you can see is literally the storm cloud in front of you.

That’s what I’m thinking.

I am humbled

Sometimes God humbles you.
In my situation I believe He’s done it not because I’ve done anything wrong but for me to always remember who I am and whose I am.
To never confuse that.
To never let anything or anyone, not even myself get bigger than God.

I must say that it is something when He elevates you. I haven’t even been elevated yet but it must be something when I get there because I am seemingly in the opposite direction.

Where I am currently anyone could walk by and think that I’m nobody. Not realizing how much I possess just in me alone.

I work hard everyday… and I guess God just doesn’t want me to forget that He is in control.

#flowers @ work… oh my you shouldn’t have!  Jk lol seriously though,  it feels so good to be appreciated. One thing that I’ve learned and always stay true to is to keep on giving. We are blessed so that we can be a blessing to others. I’m thankful for every encounter and every opportunity to share love!

#flowers @ work… oh my you shouldn’t have! Jk lol seriously though, it feels so good to be appreciated. One thing that I’ve learned and always stay true to is to keep on giving. We are blessed so that we can be a blessing to others. I’m thankful for every encounter and every opportunity to share love!

I have decided…

We all have a choice. A lot of times i give people the benefit of the doubt because i know that WHEN I MAKE UP MY MIND…
THERE IS NO CHANGING IT.

I stick to my decisions. Even if i know it may lead me down a path of destruction sometimes. I make up my mind because i have to know. I have to understand. I have to try to figure it out.

After asking why a million times, I have learned that we don’t need to know everything.

You must be able to make a sound decision on the whim.

Again I try to give people the benefit of the doubt. Why? Because I’m a true giver by nature. But most people are selfish. So how do I cope?

By making up my mind first!

That’s how i keep my focus.

After running in circles waiting on others to make up their minds i now choose to consider your thoughts after I’ve considered mine.

"True love never grows old. “The day they all spoke those 3 words to me… I’ll never forget"

"I believe that we are associated with certain people for a reason. They teach you things and it allows you to grow. Never underestimate the power of an association for it can either enhance you, build you up, or destroy you."

This girl Melissa is baaaaddd!! She can dance like crazy! You always run into the ppl you’re supposed to meet! #FLASHMOB #dancers

This girl Melissa is baaaaddd!! She can dance like crazy! You always run into the ppl you’re supposed to meet! #FLASHMOB #dancers

That’s my boy! @jorrellsixx | words cannot explain my excitement from today! Learned the dance like “the day of” and I did it #FLASHMOB! Ohh yeah MJ scream owww

That’s my boy! @jorrellsixx | words cannot explain my excitement from today! Learned the dance like “the day of” and I did it #FLASHMOB! Ohh yeah MJ scream owww